~feeling sick nw ... cos keeping snezzing at sch and at home ... even nw , dun noe wat to do ... dun even feeling lyk wan to see doctor ...

~confuse ... just dun noe , y 1of my ex just won't give up on me when i said no feeling and dun wan patch again ... i think he stupid lo ... i can't blame him cos he got stm meaning is short term meaning and colour blind for some of the colour ... but at less , he willing to change ... nw , i onli he and me just be fren onli ... nothing much lo ...

~angry ... today , angry wif my 1 of my ex which is very close to my mom ... i dun noe ,y until nw ... both of them hind from me secret until i hv to find it on my own ... sad la ... even my ex went to tell my mom abt my relationship problem ... he very kpo ... went to my mom but dun noe to tell me , wat he tell to my mom ... freak lo ... lyk i no freedom at all ... freaking sux my life ...

nw my life really no freedom at all ...
sianx ...